I just wish so much of it wouldn't happen at once!

I've been super-duper busy, unfortunately, I was very nearly flunking a class which I need to graduate this year so everything else kinda had to take a back seat. It's better now but I still need to work pretty hard to make sure I don't slip up again. I've still got a D... but it's almost a C-.

I have my first appointment with a psychologist tomorrow because, amazingly, my mom decided to actually believe that I might genuinely be severely depressed and in need of treatment! It will be interesting to see how long that lasts.


Also I lost a lot of weight and am now eating tons of halloween candy so I can gain weight since I don't seem to be able to do it any other way!

And I still have to do some homework today and then I want to try to work on squidies since I still have 9 outstanding commissions that people have been waiting on for months and they are starting to pester me. I didn't really have the time before (like I said, flunking a class) but I have no excuses now so I need to get off my butt. My tiny, bony, painfully skinny butt that needs more candy. CANDY!


(Did I mention I am horribly sleep-deprived? Been running on 4-5 hours a night for the past two months. O.o DARN YOU BEJEWELED BLITZ!)

And it's going on four months of separation from my beloved now, which was hard before but I could deal, and now it's so bad I don't know what I'm going to do about it. It occupies my thoughts waaaaayyy too much for me to focus on anything and I keep crying randomly. Which probably has to do with the other stress too. Chocolate helps but it is a poor substitute at best for snugglies. I do get to see him every day thanks to Skype but it's not that helpful.

Sad is me.

*eats kitkat bar*